Restless Night In The Life of A Stay At Home Mom

Why am I up? I mean both of my kids are sound asleep? So why am I still up writing on this blog? I guess I just have so much on my mind. I know I need to be sleep. I know that my son is going to wake up at six in the morning wanting to eat and watch spongebob.. I'm not to sure why he likes that stupid show anyways, but he does.. I mean it is funny at times, and at times, I mean when I am super bored and there is absolutely nothing on the tv, at times.. I wish he was into something else besides spongebob. I hate for some of the stupid things spongebob and patrick say and do to rub off on him. And just so you know, I didn't always let my son watch spongebob... It kind of just happened. 

I just remembered that I left some food in the oven.. I'm not even sure what was the point in cooking if nobody was going to eat.. and I know i'm a pretty good cook. Maybe I should have started cooking earlier? uhh Noo... then they would have figured out that I was locked in this room doing nothing for three hours when I was supposed to be working... Leftovers it is... I don't always get to work in silence. That's probably why i'm still up. I'm enjoying my ME TIME:) 

because the morning will come and I will have a very energetic two year old jumping on me like I'm a TRAMP-O-LINE! I must be pretty bouncy. He does it for hours on end, and then I start yelling like a crazy person because I just want to SLEEP and then my four month old wakes up as a result of me yelling.. now both of them are up and all I want to do is find a box, crawl into it and sleep... You would think I could catch up on my sleep when nap time comes.. (aww nap time) WRONG!!! in all caps. Once I managed to put the kids down for a nap( if i manage to do that at all) I have to clean, clean, clean, and clean some more because my son sweep  through the house like a tornado. He can't help it.